Ten Commandment of God ( Exodus 20 : 2-17 ) 1. I am the LORD your God, who brought you out of Egypt, out of the land of slavery 2. Worship no God but me 3. You shall not misuse the name of the LORD your God 4. Remember the Sabbath day by keeping it holy 5. Honor your father and your mother 6. You shall not murder 7. You shall not commit adultery. 8. You shall not steal. 9. You shall not give false testimony against your neighbor 10.You shall not covet your neighbor's house. Let God's Word and my Life to portray what God can and had done in your life by His Authority Let All Rejoice for God Almighty

Thursday, February 01, 2007

I hope with the the word with lord here will enable me to let off my troubles and hope that people who had looked at this will have a turning point in their life.

Dear Lord Jesus,
I am currently troubled by things that happens around me. One of which was NPCC matters, the other YJC matters and last but not least my life.

Pertaining to NPCC matters was my relationship with my NCOs. It is disheartening to see that an NCO could not work with the CI. Any instruction that was given me was violently objected by him. I feel sad at that very point in time. I really don't know what I had done which made NCOs don't want to listen to me.
What was more frustrating was my cadets. My Sec 1s, though new to NPCC, should know the expectations in NPCC. However, it was never the case. I know that I had frighten them in a way or another. This is because they were stunned when I gave them the command to stand at Attention.
Next was Sec 2s, I really feel like crying ( though I know I shouldn't cry ). It was very disheartening also to see cadets not serious. I know there are times that we need to have fun but there are also times that we need to be serious. Nevertheless, they never understood where the line should stand ( In my context ). I really don't know what to say.
Sec 3s was the most ensuring squad I had seen.

Pertaining to YJC matters, I was disturbed by the difference of attitude of my classmates. I cannot say that i'm perfect but the sense of urgency in them was not there in my context. Now came the turmoil of release of GCE 'O' Level results. I was still deciding whether I should take on an academic course. I was so bonded with my tutors but not really the classmates.

Pertaining to Life matters, sometimes i feel that i was just passing motion in life. I seems to have surrender my life to someone that I feel that my life is now a routine.

LORD, MAY I HAVE THE ANSWERS TO ALL THIS? LORD, MAY YOU ENLIGHTEN ME. I'M FEELING LOST AT THIS POINT OF MY LIFE. I NEED YOUR GUIDANCE AND ANIONTMENT.

THIS, I PRAY IN JESUS' NAME, THROUGH THE GLORY OF GOD'S SON, LORD JESUS CHRIST, AMEN

Signed Off @7:27 PM