Ten Commandment of God ( Exodus 20 : 2-17 ) 1. I am the LORD your God, who brought you out of Egypt, out of the land of slavery 2. Worship no God but me 3. You shall not misuse the name of the LORD your God 4. Remember the Sabbath day by keeping it holy 5. Honor your father and your mother 6. You shall not murder 7. You shall not commit adultery. 8. You shall not steal. 9. You shall not give false testimony against your neighbor 10.You shall not covet your neighbor's house. Let God's Word and my Life to portray what God can and had done in your life by His Authority Let All Rejoice for God Almighty

Tuesday, February 06, 2007

Today was a great day.. I enjoyed the tutorials ever in my life only today.. It was like so fun la...GP lesson doing Debate and research.. Sad to say, I was the one rebarking.haha..Tomorrow is NPCC trng. I really wonder how many pple will turn up.

Dear Lord Jesus,

I had come this far with Your and Father's Grace. It was because You do not allow me to sink into sins long. You told me in the deepest side of my heart, " Nothing beats the truth of things. Truth should be present at all times. " This was evident when I told my GP tutor that someone in our class came only for the test. Father sent me these words which had allowed me to recover from the sins I had committed. Be it betrayal to friend or sth of that sort. Father had believed in the power of Truth. As quoted in the Holy Bible,NIV, Proverbs but cant rmb the chapters and verses. I rmb this verse " Hard work bring profit, mere talk bring poverty ". This was the greatest verse which had an impact in our lives. This provide a direction in our lives. NPCC was really training ground for me. I had seen lots of cases whereby cadets don't turn up for various reasons. It really reflect the kind of influence it had for different kinds of squads. This could be a trial of God. He might want to test if I had the patience to train my cadets. I admit that I was never a good instructor in the eyes of cadets. In the eyes of Father, I think I never one also. I scolded the cadets for the slightest mistake made in NPCC. A lot of impact could be seen. This was especially so for the Sec 4s and Sec 2s now in which I'm worried about. Sec 4s, being their instructors for 1.5 years, I understand them well. They don't like me for I shouted at them. There were times which I really broke down. But who cares about me? Given the current sec 2s, I was emotional. I admit I was harsh and that I had created a little of that "fear" in them. Sometimes, I really break down. Why? Lord, It was really incurring my wrath when I see things are not done properly. Thus Lord, I seek forgiveness. I am really helpless facing a group of cadets who do not really listen to me. This is because I really don't know what I can do. Being strict with them, they grumbled about how strict I am or unreasonable I am. Being Soft with them, they come over our heads. Thus, it is really hard to strike a balance.Negative impacts were seen for my past acts. I'm now trying to change my style. But things aren't getting any better.

Lord, I seek for forgiveness for my past acts and that through You Grace that I may be granted salvation in my life. This, I pray in Jesus' Name, through the Glory of God's Son, Lord Jesus Christ, Amen.

Signed Off @10:26 PM