Ten Commandment of God ( Exodus 20 : 2-17 ) 1. I am the LORD your God, who brought you out of Egypt, out of the land of slavery 2. Worship no God but me 3. You shall not misuse the name of the LORD your God 4. Remember the Sabbath day by keeping it holy 5. Honor your father and your mother 6. You shall not murder 7. You shall not commit adultery. 8. You shall not steal. 9. You shall not give false testimony against your neighbor 10.You shall not covet your neighbor's house. Let God's Word and my Life to portray what God can and had done in your life by His Authority Let All Rejoice for God Almighty

Sunday, March 25, 2007

Everyday is a day where my ups and downs begins.

I am now in a delimma whether I should take up National Youth Achievement Award ( Gold ). My timetable seems to fit. However, my schedule is considered tight le. I dunno if I can hold on. I simply dun understand why I am slacking.. In my 1st 3mth in YJC, I was like chionging everything. However, now, I was so different. I wasn't like in my past, doing all the tutorials ahead of time, doing lecture notes before lectures. I feel so lethargic. It wasn't felt during my 3 mth course.

OPSS NPCC was a CCA which I hope to excel in. However, it was never the case. OPSS NPCC was like my 2nd home. I was looking forward to every training. However, my opportunity cost was keep thinking of NPCC and feel as abovementioned. Being a CI was never easy, however, through times where I will go through the mills and turn out strong. No one on this earth never gone through the mill and turn out stong. I tried to commit to OPSS NPCC. Now I know that a system is in place and my NCOs are ready. I feel that my job is done halfway. I know that I had an ATC upcoming as the coordinator. I was afraid yet look towards it. OPSS NPCC NCO 2007 was quite a good batch. Hopefully, through this batch of NCOs, the unit will soar to Silver or even Gold award in UOPA.

My life was never a bed of roses or rather everyone's life. Being late for Training every wednesday, I was ashamed of myself. However, I got to live with it. My college ends at 3.30pm every wednesday. I really want to make a prayer for everyone around me.

Dear Lord Jesus,

I have been dampen by many things in my life. Especially when the Sec 2 Squad of OPSS NPCC was like not listening to my instructions. I had relax my way of approaches however it went down the drain. It really shows that I had to be hard again which will hurt my heart again. My life in YJC and my life in OPSS NPCC doesn't seem to match. I also feel lethargic. I pray that my life will be improved by You,Lord. In my NPCC career in OPSS, I do hope that Lord, You will grant salvation to the sec 2 squad such that they may be salvage to turn out to be the best and not labelled as parasites or incapable NCOs when they take over. In my college, I pray that You, Lord may allow me to juggle my time well especially everything is on the track already. I also pray that my ATC will run well as well as the Sec 2 side. These, I pray in Jesus' Name. Amen.

Signed Off @7:15 PM