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Wednesday, April 25, 2007
Haix....This period was a bad period for me...Almost all unlucky stuff befall me. Physics was pulled down to 41% for CA1...It is a Sub-PASS!! How is it possible for me???!!! I was sort of "mugging" for my test and doing all the homework but cannot pass...haix.... Today was the Chem Test on Atomic Structure...Guess What? I don't even know the Defination of Principal Quantum Shell, Subshell and Atomic Orbitals...I was utterly disappointed in myself
I am giving up of myself soon. I see that why I am so USELESS!!! CANT EVEN DO A TEST ON ATOMIC STRUCTURE CONFIDENTLY...
Lord, May your Holy Spirit befall me and flow in me to guide me.. In jesus'Name I pray, AMen
Signed Off @5:42 PM
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
Wow...The day had came.. My name is not on the list of the Student Council. Initially, I do feel disappointed that I can't get into Student Council. After much thinking, I feel that actually without being into the Student Council, it might be a blessing in disguise. Since my workload is considered heavy, though not as heavy as Jason, I should actually reconsider before I go Student Council for I might not be able to handle the stress.
Dear Lord,
I praise Lord for making the decision for me. By not having my name in the list, it shows that Lord, You just want me to do what is planned for me. This is great. Thank Lord for saving me from a tonne of workload. That Lord, I pray for Jason that he shalln't collapse if he workload increases by a tremendous amount. This morning, seeing Jason in a "sub-conscious" state, my heart went all out to him. His workload is never ending. However, the quality of his work was never compromised. May You Bless him to be able to handle the stress upon him. Now, it was just a matter if Jason and Wen Bin will be discarding their post which will lead them to a decision. May Lord, You guide them to make the right decision that You had planned for them. In Jesus' Name, I pray, Amen
Signed Off @8:23 PM
Saturday, April 14, 2007
Wow..Today was a long day. Today was the Parent-Teacher Dialogue. I was the CIP rep which was supposed to do Usher Duty. However, it appears that I actually do SaiKang. I do know that serving parents are my greatest priority. However, there was in fact nothing for us to serve as food is there and is self-service. At the end of the day, Su Wi, Jason, Ming Sheng, Wen Bin was all talking about the class situation with Mrs Chen. We do voice out our grievances and experience with the class. Mrs Chen actually quoted from the Holy Bible, Matthew 6 : 31 about life. I received comments on myself being quite positive. I do know my drawbacks in my studies and is trying hard to rectify. Though I had failed Physics Practical and Kinematics WS 2 which is considered for in Daily Work. Su Wi actually bring up a point for me to consider. Bring colours to Life. No point mugging so much if at the end of the day, nothing was mould within you. Mrs Chen told my mother that she strongly recommend me to go for Student Council. Ms. Seng, my fencing teacher did encouraged me to be part of the Student Council. However, our consenus was that I could only choose one. Either I give up NPCC and take up Student Council or I give up Student Council and take up NPCC like now. I do have interest in Student Council. However, my time may not match. I do not know what to choose now.
Dear Lord, I am puzzled and confused about whether I should take up Student Council or NPCC. I am also pondering about the words that came up from my friends, " Bring colours to your life". Lord, I pray that in Your Righteousness that You may guide me to make a decision that was the path that You wanted me to take and had planned for me. I pray that You may allow me to juggle my time between fun and studies. In Jesus' Name I pray, Amen
Signed Off @12:11 AM
Saturday, April 07, 2007
Wow...Today will be a long day for me. But first let me talk about yesterday Good Friday Prayer Vigil..
Yesterday, I was so relieved. When I entered the Holy Ground in Church of our Saviour, I entered with sins on my shoulders. For I knew I had sinned against God in many ways but was just ignorant about it. Time passed and 4pm strikes, I enter the Holy Ground and started reading the guidebook that was given. It allows me to reflect about my Sins and the torture that Lord Jesus Christ had underwent. Images of the Cross of the Calvary went through my mind and as I imagined about Lord's scarifice, I could feel the excruxiating pain that Lord went through. I thank Lord for making that scarifice not just for me but for the whole Human race. Without Lord's scarifice, we would have already received God's Judgement and been into the lake of fire. I thought through about Lord's scarifice and it just make me "lighter" when I confessed my sins to Lord and seek His forgiveness and mercy upon me. I seems as though Lord had given me a second life that makes me start afresh. As I prayed for my friends and parents for things that were essential for life. I do hope that with my prayer, this will mitigate their sins and start afresh. Last but not least, I received a blessing prayer from the Pastor. As I listened to what the Pastor prayed for me to Lord, I feel the blessing that was shore upon me. I really feel relieved after the Prayer Vigil. Thank Lord for Your Grace and Mercy. Hallelujah.
Today is a very long day for me. I only received my duty last night. I had to go down to Home Team Academy at 1pm for duties as an usher for the NPCC Annual Parade Preview. Though today, I would miss my service to Lord, I think that Lord will forgive me for I am doing the same as what Lord did to me. He did me a service for allowing me to be freed from sins and I should do the same by serving others. Being ushers to serve others is a small yet significant personnel in the whole event. I prayed that though my presence would not be in the Church, my mind will be there with Lord through faith. May Lord allow the Holy Spirit to work within me and bring me to a higher level of Spiritual maturity. In Jesus' Name I pray, Amen.
All who had read my blog, May the Lord shore light onto your path of life and that you may be curious about the Love of Lord and be part of a Church to praise and Glorify God. In Jesus' Name I pray, Amen
Signed Off @10:20 AM
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