Ten Commandment of God ( Exodus 20 : 2-17 ) 1. I am the LORD your God, who brought you out of Egypt, out of the land of slavery 2. Worship no God but me 3. You shall not misuse the name of the LORD your God 4. Remember the Sabbath day by keeping it holy 5. Honor your father and your mother 6. You shall not murder 7. You shall not commit adultery. 8. You shall not steal. 9. You shall not give false testimony against your neighbor 10.You shall not covet your neighbor's house. Let God's Word and my Life to portray what God can and had done in your life by His Authority Let All Rejoice for God Almighty

Thursday, May 17, 2007

Haix...I have done so many wrong things that now I guess Lord is Angry with me.
I use harsh words in my email. And know What I get? A distance increased between the sec 3s and me. I feel that I no longer understand the Sec 3s. They don't seem to be the sec 3s I know. They have let me feel that my job as a CI has failed. A failure CI on the course.
Many symptoms which I feel is coming from above though there is nothing proven on that. I feel that I had done God a diservice, I let God down. Everything around me just didn't seem to do well. This is especially so in my 'A' level School Practical Assessment ( H2 Chemistry )... I screwed it up.. I was so disappointed with myself.

Lord, I am so sorry for all the sins that I had committed. Lord, I seek Your Forgiveness and that You may forgive me of my sins. I also pray, in Your name, that my life will be back to normal and that I may get Your blessing of wisdom in my coming Block Test and Promotional Examination. I pray, in Your name, for blessings upon my parents that they will come to know you and know about You that they will never say that You brainwash me but You saved me. I pray, in Your name that my career in NPCC and Fencing will be able to soar high. I pray, in Your name that You may blessed each and everyone of them to be good NCOs though I may be a failure CI. Amen

Signed Off @9:27 PM