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Friday, June 01, 2007
I will begin with Thanksgiving to Lord.....Hallelujah........Amen.....Praise God......God has done a lot to me in my presence but I did not realised till now.. This may be my piece of word that may be shared at cell meeting tml!!!yeah
I am like so bad la.....Supposedly to be fasting for the past 2 weeks but I haven been fasting...OMG>>>I seek Lord's forgiveness for this matter.. May Lord Forgives me. In Jesus' Name I pray, Amen....
Actually Lord has in one way or another gives me the way of life...There are 3 phases...
In the 1st phrase, Lord has given me a time to let me realise that my method and my job has failed. This can be seen through the Sec 3s email and Sec 2s comments on the blog.. This may be be their viewpoints but Lord brings me to that and made me realised that certain things has to be resolved in a certain way. I failed in my job to do a lot of things, especially explaining to the sec 2 and 3s my rationale for doing something. Lord has come and tell me to tell cadets of the rationale behind my actions but nonetheless, I wasn't gifted with my words and made things worst..I was now in the prediaction of "persecution" from others about my "reasonable" actions...I was damn sad when I read it...I failed coz no one understands my actions except the SNCOs..
In the 2nd phrase, Lord test me on my faith....In these 2 weeks, there are lots of temptations that was before me and most of the time I couldn't resist the temptation and sins against God. From the Corporate Prayer Meeting, the Fasting, I really feel that I sin against God and I am doing what I suppose to do as a People of God. I really seek forgiveness on that.
The 3rd phase make me realised that no one in this world can be trusted and God is the only one... I trusted many people but ended I have nth.. So much has happen which make me come to the conclusion that I am a BAD ASS and a sinful human..
I Pray in Jesus' Name that I may be forgiven and life starts afresh. Amen
Signed Off @10:07 PM
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Er Shi Tao Ronald
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National Universit of Singapore (2011)
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