Ten Commandment of God ( Exodus 20 : 2-17 ) 1. I am the LORD your God, who brought you out of Egypt, out of the land of slavery 2. Worship no God but me 3. You shall not misuse the name of the LORD your God 4. Remember the Sabbath day by keeping it holy 5. Honor your father and your mother 6. You shall not murder 7. You shall not commit adultery. 8. You shall not steal. 9. You shall not give false testimony against your neighbor 10.You shall not covet your neighbor's house. Let God's Word and my Life to portray what God can and had done in your life by His Authority Let All Rejoice for God Almighty

Saturday, July 07, 2007

Dear Heavenly Father, Lord Jesus,

This few days was not well for me. I was getting real emotional these few days. I have been questioning my own ability once again. It really saddens me to see that the Sec 1s and Sec 2s are sort of giving attitude towards me. I feel as if I have offended everyone. I keep thinking about the things I had done. It is true that I was harsh in the past. However, ever since I knew You Lord, I had tried my best to be caring. However, no one sees it. My heart sunk. All my efforts were not appreciated at all. Not to say the Sec 1s and Sec 2s, even my Sec 3s was a disappointment to me. This is especially so during the camp and the training on 4th July 2007. It has made me realised that I was incompetent in execution of my duties.
I wanted very much to do things well but it can never be done without the cooperation of everyone. We want to enforce team spirit in the Corps. I have only another 6~9 months more before I step down from a CI and preparing for my GCE 'A' Level Examination.
It may be a blessing for the cadets that I will not be in the corps as they do not have to look at this freaking face of mine and showed attitude. My life revolves around You, NPCC, Studies and Fencing. However, Lord, I feel real disappointed in the unit.

Lord, I want to pray for my cadets, NCOs, CIs and Officers, that Lord You will bless each and everyone of them with the knowledge, the skills that will be required that Lord for the cadets that they will be enthusiastic over the lessons and have a never-dying NP spirit and shall always be the ones who can make a difference to what the unit has now. I will like to pray for the NCOs that they will be given the wisdom to be able to apply what they have learned over the past few years such as drills, campcraft, and many more but most importantly, Method of Instruction. Without Method of Instructions, It is like a handicap to their lesson execution that Lord I just pray for such blessings upon them. For the CIs, I pray that each and every CI will be able to come down for training inclusive of me that we will be able to observe the cadets, NCOs to allow them to improve so that each and everyone of us will learn over the years. I will like to pray that all the heavy schedules shall be removed as these schedules are like Satan's way of cooping us and not allowing us to do our best to serve the corps. Lastly, I will like to pray for the Officers that Lord You will be able to bless them with the great leadership to lead the unit to a higher level. These, I pray in Jesus' Name, Amen.

PS : It is very disheartening to see so many of us making the same old mistakes again and again. Any NPCC cadets/NCOs who see this, May I ask that we will improve as the days go by.

This song may not be of significance to you but it is meaningful
<<>> ; Diana Ross

Don't lose your way
with each passing day
you come so far
don't throw it away
live believing
dreams are for weaving
wonders are waiting to start
Live your story
Faith, hope and Glory
Hold to the truth in your heart

If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by
For you and I

Souls in the wind
Must learn how to bend
Seek out a star
Hold on to the end
Valley, Mountain
There is a fountain
Washes our tears all away

Words are swaying
Sombody is praying
Please let us come home to stay

If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by
For you and I

When we are out there in the dark
We'll dream about the sun
In the dark we'll feel the light
Warm our hearts, everyone

If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
As high as souls can fly
The clouds roll by
For you and I

It has come to tell us that we shall stand together as one to work for a common goal. No matter what problems or obstacles we have but if the unit comes as one, We will be able to excel and soar to a higher level.

Signed Off @11:02 AM