Ten Commandment of God ( Exodus 20 : 2-17 ) 1. I am the LORD your God, who brought you out of Egypt, out of the land of slavery 2. Worship no God but me 3. You shall not misuse the name of the LORD your God 4. Remember the Sabbath day by keeping it holy 5. Honor your father and your mother 6. You shall not murder 7. You shall not commit adultery. 8. You shall not steal. 9. You shall not give false testimony against your neighbor 10.You shall not covet your neighbor's house. Let God's Word and my Life to portray what God can and had done in your life by His Authority Let All Rejoice for God Almighty

Saturday, June 23, 2007

Things have occur over the weeks and next week was a tedious week for me that I will like to start with a prayer.

Dear Heavenly Father, Lord Jesus,

I feel both happy and sad at this moment. Happy in a sense for I know that there is a lot of people around me who care for me especially my best junior who really lend me her shoulders when I really get sad over the block Test next week. I am afraid, afraid of failing the Block Test in which I will really go into a state of depression. 2 days from now is a 3hr H2 Maths paper, 3 days from now is a 3hr 30min GP paper and a 2hr 20min H2 Econs paper. 4 days from now is a 2hr 40min H2 Physics paper and a 3hr H1 CL paper. 5 days from now is a 3hr H2 Chemistry Paper. 6 days from now is GCE 'A' level H1 CL Oral Examination. I am really afraid, afraid that I may fail. For the past few days, I wanted to do work but I wasn't productive.
Lord, I am really at my wits end, I really don't know what else I can do. Lord, may I pray for blessing of knowledge and wisdom in the examination paper that I may be able to do well in the examination.
This, I pray in the mighty name of Jesus, Amen

Signed Off @10:48 AM

Monday, June 18, 2007

It is long since I update this blog.....I will like to start with prayers.

Dear Heavenly Father, Lord Jesus,

I will like to first praise Your Name that what situation You gave me was a test for me. Although I feel bad today because my Officer-In-Charge ( OC ) of the Camp was actually doing the job which I was suppose to do. This is because for the past 2 camp meeting, being the CI Coordinator, I wasn't able to give much real comments. This is because my OC have already started even before I wanted. However, I thank Lord for allowing me to have an understanding OC to allow me to go on study leave and to help me in the planning of the camp. My Relationship with my Juniors seems to be improving but it can be further improved. I will like to thank Lord for the Amazing Grace of living within me to help me in one way or another improve the relationship. As for Studies, my grades are deterioating at the current situation. I felt quite hopeless as for NPCC, I wasn't of any help but giving pointers which I felt is much better. For Studies, I somehow know the concept but was not an appropriate use of knowledge. This can be seen through the answers I gave for questions on Intermolecular forces ( id-id, pd-pd and H-bond) was a total disgrace. Another test question was,"Only Large Firms enjoy cost advantages. Thus, small firms will be eventually eliminated". The answer was suppose to be Internal Economies of Scale and Demand and Supply factors of why small firm should exist. But my answer was totally wrong. I mentioned the Internal and External Economies of Scale and Demand and Supply factors of why small firms should exist ( not even completed ).

Lord, I will like to pray for knowledge and wisdom to be in me so that I will be able to know all the facts before stepping into the examination hall. Lord, may I ask for the Holy Spirit to before me and guide me in this life of messed up relations and work. This, I pray in Jesus precious name, Amen.

This, I also pray in the name of the Father, the Son and of the Holy Spirit, Amen

Signed Off @10:45 PM

Saturday, June 09, 2007

I have not been blogging for days already. I will like to Praise Lord for allowing me to get through these ordeal which I have received over the past weeks. Everything seems unbelievable. My Sec 2s do things at a rate which is fast without questions asked. My Sec 3s took the own initiative to chair a camp meeting. That was really impressive. This wouldn't have been true without Lord's Aid. He told me that the situation that I am in now is to allow me to be tactful in handling relations. I am sadden when I could no longer take Sec 3s for any extra NCO training. However, Lord dawn upon me and lead me with some actions such that I was able to take them again. Hallelujah. It was last week when I took the leap of faith that now all things seems settled and peace. I thank Lord for coming into my life and restored my life to the way He created me to become.

Upon reading this entry, I will like to urge you to think of all the things that occur over the weeks or months and see if there is a situation that is you cant find answers from? Don't Worry, Just look upon in the sky and pray as follows,

Dear Lord Jesus,
I am a sinner for all in my past life. I will like to see the dynamic change in me such that I will no longer feel the dillemma and throw all my troubles to You for You know what is best for me as You created me for a purpose. I will like to invite you into my life to be my Lord and Saviour and live the dynamic life You want me to live. In Jesus' Name I Pray, Amen

Upon saying this, may your heart be embraced with Lord's Love and see the wonders of Lord working in you. Amen

Signed Off @2:56 PM

Monday, June 04, 2007

Dear Heavenly Father, Lord Jesus,

I thank You for Your blessings that my parents are back safely and in the house. I thank Lord for the strength You gave me. You know that my work is in a mess and that You gave me strength to burn the midnight oil and the strength to get down to serious business. I thank You. My relations with the juniors, sec 2 and 3s have sort of not resolve that Lord, may I ask for Lord to guide me in the way that Lord You want me to be. I do not have any idea of how life is going to be like but by that leap of faith, I will listen to You for You know best for me. I seek your anointing in my endeavours and that You will call me to the endeavours and that I will be able to make disciples of all nations.
In Jesus' Name I pray, Amen

For all those who have read this entry, May I request that you ponder over the past years/ months/ days in which you feel that you are in a situation whereby you are in a delimma. I will like to pray for you who is looking at this that you may be blessed by the Lord in your endeavours and in the future you have any problems, seek His Face. He will answer you for you are His Creation. In Jesus' Name I pray, Amen

Signed Off @5:09 AM

Friday, June 01, 2007

I will begin with Thanksgiving to Lord.....Hallelujah........Amen.....Praise God......God has done a lot to me in my presence but I did not realised till now.. This may be my piece of word that may be shared at cell meeting tml!!!yeah

I am like so bad la.....Supposedly to be fasting for the past 2 weeks but I haven been fasting...OMG>>>I seek Lord's forgiveness for this matter.. May Lord Forgives me. In Jesus' Name I pray, Amen....

Actually Lord has in one way or another gives me the way of life...There are 3 phases...

In the 1st phrase, Lord has given me a time to let me realise that my method and my job has failed. This can be seen through the Sec 3s email and Sec 2s comments on the blog.. This may be be their viewpoints but Lord brings me to that and made me realised that certain things has to be resolved in a certain way. I failed in my job to do a lot of things, especially explaining to the sec 2 and 3s my rationale for doing something. Lord has come and tell me to tell cadets of the rationale behind my actions but nonetheless, I wasn't gifted with my words and made things worst..I was now in the prediaction of "persecution" from others about my "reasonable" actions...I was damn sad when I read it...I failed coz no one understands my actions except the SNCOs..

In the 2nd phrase, Lord test me on my faith....In these 2 weeks, there are lots of temptations that was before me and most of the time I couldn't resist the temptation and sins against God. From the Corporate Prayer Meeting, the Fasting, I really feel that I sin against God and I am doing what I suppose to do as a People of God. I really seek forgiveness on that.

The 3rd phase make me realised that no one in this world can be trusted and God is the only one... I trusted many people but ended I have nth.. So much has happen which make me come to the conclusion that I am a BAD ASS and a sinful human..

I Pray in Jesus' Name that I may be forgiven and life starts afresh. Amen

Signed Off @10:07 PM