Ten Commandment of God ( Exodus 20 : 2-17 ) 1. I am the LORD your God, who brought you out of Egypt, out of the land of slavery 2. Worship no God but me 3. You shall not misuse the name of the LORD your God 4. Remember the Sabbath day by keeping it holy 5. Honor your father and your mother 6. You shall not murder 7. You shall not commit adultery. 8. You shall not steal. 9. You shall not give false testimony against your neighbor 10.You shall not covet your neighbor's house. Let God's Word and my Life to portray what God can and had done in your life by His Authority Let All Rejoice for God Almighty

Friday, March 07, 2008

Today, I have a weird and odd day.

Let me start from the start. Early in the morning, I have this dream. The part that I remember was that there was a cell member, Regina coming rushing to me that to solve these problems, I need the 3Rs. However, when I woke up, I can only remember 1 - Respect. I believe it was God who deliver that message to me but I didn't quite get the whole chunk of the dream....

When I reached school, I actually told my friend that he must be sleeping late at night as he has watery eyes. I get rather pissed off today but I decided to keep mum and not tell anyone. Today, after me saying all that, the person said it back to me. To me, I shouldn't have felt pissed off. However, I really cannot take it anymore. I can't suppress any longer. I am really pissed that my friends do not believe my words. I felt that they had jump to conclusions. I can't suppress it anymore!!!!

Another blow that I suffered today was the release of the 'A' level results. I was super disappointed with myself. I felt that I should have gotten at least a 'B'. However, I only gotten a 'C'. It is really disappointing. I was sort of depressed today after the results. I didn't mean to hurt my friend today. I really thought that I could do better. My friend who got an 'E' said that I'm showing off. I really felt really bad and sad. I shouldn't have sent that message across. Now, I have a greater decision to make. Retake or not to retake?

Father in Heaven, Lord Jesus,
I want to commit these things into Your hand. Whatever it is, I only want to listen and obey You. Let all be done with Your Glory. Let me be once again cleansed. Thank You Jesus. I really have no idea where to start on. Last year, I do put in efforts for my CL last year but I got a 'C'. I really fear getting 'C's and 'D's for my 'A' levels. I pray for Your blessings of Knowledge and Wisdom and discipline to study. Now Term 2 Block Test is coming up and I am taking 4H2, Lord, I seek Your ways and Your forgiveness for all unrighteous...Thank You Lord. In Jesus Name I pray. Amen

Signed Off @7:00 PM