Ten Commandment of God ( Exodus 20 : 2-17 ) 1. I am the LORD your God, who brought you out of Egypt, out of the land of slavery 2. Worship no God but me 3. You shall not misuse the name of the LORD your God 4. Remember the Sabbath day by keeping it holy 5. Honor your father and your mother 6. You shall not murder 7. You shall not commit adultery. 8. You shall not steal. 9. You shall not give false testimony against your neighbor 10.You shall not covet your neighbor's house. Let God's Word and my Life to portray what God can and had done in your life by His Authority Let All Rejoice for God Almighty

Sunday, June 01, 2008

Its been long since I last blog. Today I had some reflections after watch Chronicles of Narnia. I thought it will be very meaningful if I pen it down here. Before, I go into that, I shall talk about my life.

Many may have known that I am in a time of struggle with the Lord. I am struggling with my temptation. Just 1 month ago, I commit the sin again after 5 months after I was delivered. I commit another fast to the Lord once again. This time round, I wasn't sure if He was there. I told myself, the Lord has been with me and I pray throughout that the fast will be of H onour and Glory to the Lord. Recently, I just had my Block Test for G.P. I wasn't sure what to write but I wrote on the question," Good decision are made from the mind rather than the heart. What do you think?" I didn't know why I attempt it. It is probably something that was close to my heart. I did not know what will happen but I will just commit to the Lord how things may happen.

Just yesterday, I was reading 1 Cor. 1 -4 as I went to clean the wake me up room with my cell group. The study bible with the notes. I remember one particular note that says, not retaliate but endure. I also remember another that says not just do with Human Intelligence but of the Spirit. I do not know what it really meant actually. At that point of time, I just know that I can't trust my mind cause it is purely human intelligence. Shortly after it, I went for service. I somehow sense the Lord saying, " so what being spiritual when you can't follow my Word of helping others". At that point of time, I was really ashamed of myself and surrender it all to the Lord. I prostulate and said Lord, Forgive me for all the wrongs that I had done. I somehow felt that these 2 sort of clashes but one thing in common is the Spirit.

Today, spending time with cell group was not too bad. I was as usual quiet. I don't know why but I just don't seem able to fit in at that point of time. When we go up to the cinema, as I watch the progress, I first find about how corrupted and how evil man is. The scene whereby the king was giving the instructions to kill the prince. I simply do not know what else to describe a man's heart. When I saw the scene of lucy seeing the Lion(forget what it meant), it reminds me of the scene that the church showed once about the holy grail when the book says walk on air. It simply remind me of Faith. When I see the scene of the king peter fighting the troops of the enemy, I was really pleasantly surprised about how he continued on. The Tomb area was like sealed. And given the situation, he just lead all the animals to fight it bravely. Some may bravely die as martyr. I was like, am I brave to die as a martyr for the Lord? I seen how king peter really did his best at the battlefield just like the one in the fortification of the enemy. Many died in the fortification and king peter was really sad. Temptation was there to free a spirit to help but it was dismissed when friends helped. So king peter fought and when he instructed lucy to find the Lion for reinforcement, he believed that lucy will come back with reinforcement. True enough, they believe in faith that lucy will come back. The battle was won by the Narian... It just showed that even in our deepest struggles and situation when we do all out and believe that God will come with His strength, He will come and help you. you may be in the losing end on the surface but when the Lord comes, He will save you and turn the situation around for the Lord can summon all His angels to help you just like how the Lion summon the waters and trees.

I seriously felt that God was speaking to me. From 1 Cor. to Church Service to this movie. I sense that the Lord speaks," Ronald, do not rely on the intelligence that you have but believe that the Spirit will bring you through. In faith, you will wait upon my name and I will come at my perfect timing to help you. Faith without deeds are dead. " I just felt that this was the message that the Lord speaks.

I believe He will continue to speak and I want to be with Him evermore. Thank You Lord for the week for the time. I come to You with thanksgiving. Amen

Signed Off @6:57 PM