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Monday, September 29, 2008
Rounding up For the Month of September
Although I think there isn't much people who look to my blog, I think I will just update and round up the month of September.
These few weeks in the month of September comprises of many ups and downs. It was never easy to overcome the hurdles. However, by God's Grace, I was able to tide through those down moments and praise the Lord in those up down.
A more specific explanation is the temptations. I had been tempted quite many times this week(I think there are at least 3). However, God has been Gracious. He has brought a person to me. The person is none other than Benjamin Yuan. He entered into my life by recommending me a book titled, "Breaking Free from Sexual Addictions and the Healing Power of Jesus". This book is really awesome. I can never forget the stories that were thought in the book. Russel(the author) was so explicit in the interpretation in both biblical views and psychological views. I think I learned a lot. 2 weeks of reading this book has definitely allow me to understand myself and others better. Thank You God!! This is by far, the down moments of my life that God raised me up from the guilt that results from these temptations.
Good moments are moments where I can reach out to God so much more. I am able to listen and hear God by being more sensitive. Although there are times which I do not know whether the views/word/visions were from me or from God, I believe God has definitely came to minister to me in the form of thoughts, perspectives. Thank You God!!
There are more ups and downs which I don't think I have much time to explain more. All I can say is that JC life has made me realised how cruel life sometimes can be. Cruel in a sense when friends are sometimes so sarcastic. But Who Am I to judge? Have I not done the same to them? Haix. To people out there, don't follow my footsteps to judge. Learn not to judge anymore. Let God be the judge.
In my struggle with God in unison of heart mind soul, God has definitely been here with me and reassuring me. I always found peace reading the word when my heart and my mind are no longer in unison in the praise of the Lord. Thank You God for being so faithful.
I shall end my round up with this. Even though you may fall time and time. God accept you for who you are. Live for God and let your actions be pleasing to God.
I pray for All people who see my blog to have a good sense of how God can work in your life where you may feel self-worthless. God is there for you. I pray a word of Blessing into your life by the name of Jesus. Amen
Signed Off @8:29 PM
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Er Shi Tao Ronald
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