Ten Commandment of God ( Exodus 20 : 2-17 ) 1. I am the LORD your God, who brought you out of Egypt, out of the land of slavery 2. Worship no God but me 3. You shall not misuse the name of the LORD your God 4. Remember the Sabbath day by keeping it holy 5. Honor your father and your mother 6. You shall not murder 7. You shall not commit adultery. 8. You shall not steal. 9. You shall not give false testimony against your neighbor 10.You shall not covet your neighbor's house. Let God's Word and my Life to portray what God can and had done in your life by His Authority Let All Rejoice for God Almighty

Thursday, March 20, 2008

Today since I am free, I am here to blog.

My heart sank today though it is the last paper of my Block Test. A couple of subjects, I think I have screwed up. They are, General Paper, Economics, Chemistry and Mathematics.

For the General Paper, I did the question on "Economic Growth should be pursued at any price" What are your views. Guess what? I wrote Economic Growth should be pursued due to the increase in Technology and a reduction in unemployment which will bring about lesser social tension such as Sri Lanka which the Tamils are not given equal rights and constitute the high percentage of unemployment and thus LTTE was established. As for why Economic growth should not be pursued at any price is due to Inflation which leads to Trade Deficit which will in turn leads to lesser economic growth or even negative economic growth. I also bring the point of Lesser productivity as when more investors invest in a country(especially labour intensive), they will pollute and people living around the place will be sick and the productivity will fall. I also bring the point of higher income disparity which will widen the income gap. I also bring the point of Lower standard of living as inflation rate rises and thus Real GDP per capita will be lesser...

For the Economics Paper, I was astonished by the question about SMRT and SBS Transit. Despite SBS Transit's monopoly on the NEL, why will it operating at a loss? I seriously remember the 3 barriers to entry...However, there is no application!!! Aggressive Advertising and Marketing Strategies I don't think they have because they have not done anything to make it less competitive. Does no driver means less competitive? no right? the output is much smaller as SBS transit conquer only 18 stops(if I rmb correctly) and SMRT control NS and EW line which is 27 each...How then will their cost be low....I dunno what I have written. All I can do is press on to the Lord.

For Chemistry paper, I find it do-able. I was able to do the questions despite some hard question on Thermochemistry and Chemical Equilibrium. Thus, I do not know how well I did. 1 Question that was ironical was that they sae that a ester is formed in an equilibrium when it evaporates, predict the equilibrium. How Stupid I am to say that it shift to the left when the esters formed is on the right and it should be the equilibrium position shifting to the right. How well have I remember my content, Le-Chatelier's Principle.

For Mathematics paper today, it was really difficult.. Complex numbers questions are so hard!!! I can't do....my DE question also..Cost me 12 marks... After a tabulation, I found out that I had approximately 40marks blank but the last few, I hope to earn a few more marks and I really pray that there is no careless mistakes. If not, I really will flunk the paper which I do not want.

Lord Jesus had shown be different things for different papers. For the G.P paper, Lord Jesus has shown me that there must be complete trust in Him. For the Economics and Physics Paper, Lord Jesus showed me that He has not failed on me and I should not fail on Him. For Chemistry paper, I didn't really sense God speaking to me but I know He is moving. For Mathematics Paper, Lord Jesus tells me that complacency due to men's flattery will be the pitfall of the task given. Due to the complacency, I didn't study much and to my horror, a number of questions I can't do.

All in all, no matter what happen, whether I pass or I fail this Block Test, I praise Him - Quoting from "Facing the Giants". Probably this time round I will drop to H1 Econs. Maybe dropping to H1 Econs may be a relief for me to lift my burden and to concentrate much better due to the extra time I may have. All committed to my Lord Jesus Christ and I shall obey Him as He Commands..

Amen

Signed Off @4:58 PM

Friday, March 14, 2008

Jesus,

Today, I did something which was rather wrong, that is to try to get 2 pple back onto the platform. I failed. I failed to do so and I have deeply hurt someone. Furthermore, this is my sister-in-Christ. What position am I in the judgement? Did I judge? I really do not know. This is because I seriously only wanted things to get better but things turn out otherwise.

Jesus, as I speak to Ben just now, I thank You Lord for sending Your Word through Him. Romans 14 and Hebrews 5 reminds me of how to treat my brothers and sister in Christ. I have probably mis-handled this case. I probably won't want to get involved anymore. Jesus, I want to desire more of You and to able to do things like You. I have hurt someone who shouldn't be hurt.

I feel really bad and it was less when Ben reminded me that my motive is not to hurt her delibrately. I felt that Jesus, this is Your way of speaking to me that,"Hey, You are the prince of the highest King, why do you want to feel that way?" I think that was a really good reminder.

Jesus, my Lord and Saviour, I seek Your forgiveness for all that I have done. I'm sorry Lord for all the things I've made it for everything should be about You, not me.

After all that happens, I believe God, this may have occur at Your timing for a purpose, let me see beyond all this conflict and come before You my Lord to tide this through for I believe in You, I will tide through every crisis I will have....

Thank You Lord Jesus for Your Amazing Grace. There is no one else like You..

Amen..

Signed Off @10:54 PM

Friday, March 07, 2008

Today, I have a weird and odd day.

Let me start from the start. Early in the morning, I have this dream. The part that I remember was that there was a cell member, Regina coming rushing to me that to solve these problems, I need the 3Rs. However, when I woke up, I can only remember 1 - Respect. I believe it was God who deliver that message to me but I didn't quite get the whole chunk of the dream....

When I reached school, I actually told my friend that he must be sleeping late at night as he has watery eyes. I get rather pissed off today but I decided to keep mum and not tell anyone. Today, after me saying all that, the person said it back to me. To me, I shouldn't have felt pissed off. However, I really cannot take it anymore. I can't suppress any longer. I am really pissed that my friends do not believe my words. I felt that they had jump to conclusions. I can't suppress it anymore!!!!

Another blow that I suffered today was the release of the 'A' level results. I was super disappointed with myself. I felt that I should have gotten at least a 'B'. However, I only gotten a 'C'. It is really disappointing. I was sort of depressed today after the results. I didn't mean to hurt my friend today. I really thought that I could do better. My friend who got an 'E' said that I'm showing off. I really felt really bad and sad. I shouldn't have sent that message across. Now, I have a greater decision to make. Retake or not to retake?

Father in Heaven, Lord Jesus,
I want to commit these things into Your hand. Whatever it is, I only want to listen and obey You. Let all be done with Your Glory. Let me be once again cleansed. Thank You Jesus. I really have no idea where to start on. Last year, I do put in efforts for my CL last year but I got a 'C'. I really fear getting 'C's and 'D's for my 'A' levels. I pray for Your blessings of Knowledge and Wisdom and discipline to study. Now Term 2 Block Test is coming up and I am taking 4H2, Lord, I seek Your ways and Your forgiveness for all unrighteous...Thank You Lord. In Jesus Name I pray. Amen

Signed Off @7:00 PM