Ten Commandment of God ( Exodus 20 : 2-17 ) 1. I am the LORD your God, who brought you out of Egypt, out of the land of slavery 2. Worship no God but me 3. You shall not misuse the name of the LORD your God 4. Remember the Sabbath day by keeping it holy 5. Honor your father and your mother 6. You shall not murder 7. You shall not commit adultery. 8. You shall not steal. 9. You shall not give false testimony against your neighbor 10.You shall not covet your neighbor's house. Let God's Word and my Life to portray what God can and had done in your life by His Authority Let All Rejoice for God Almighty

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Today started off with not so well. Why? I was just feeling sad after today's Route March. I was starting to feel inferior. I was starting to feel indifferent. I was asking whyself, where did my anger come about? Why did I keep on pushing the them to walk when they are struggling? Why am I so angry? Did it come out of good faith that I really want him to walk more and complete the march?

I really wondered. I guess the anger came when I think I'm seeking the approval of man. When people around me start pushing the man on. I started too. I guess this is why I am so angry. When everything ended, he want to fall out, I wanted the I/C to check strength first. It doesnt matter what happened.

I just so sad and angry with myself. Why I don't know how to react. Why I am concern....I just disappointed in myself!!

Facebook God wants you to know application share with me that I can choose the day to be disappointing or not... I think it's very true....

Thank God

Signed Off @11:40 AM

Monday, January 11, 2010

Today has been a special day. I think after my long weekend, I had learned a lot. 1st was the message from Cell, Love in Action. 1 Cor 13:4-7 - Love is patient, Love is kind, Love does not envy, Love does not boast. It is not proud, it is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no records of wrong. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with truth. Love always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always persevere.

As Gim lead us in a time of sharing this weekend, there is something that triggers in me. How I am not loving. Be it towards my family, towards my cell, towards my friends, etc. It is like a form of hurt in me.

As I enter into service today, I praise God for who He is. He is sovereign. As Pastor Jenn preached in service, the 3 roles of the boat in Luke 5:1-11, I was deeply touched. My Purpose in Army. The one that triggers me is the point no. 2: A fishing boat still being used as a fishing boat. My role in army is to help to train soldiers to be more seasoned soldiers. Soldiers who can defend the country. If the need comes, I need to be harsh because my objective is to train them to be disciplined and able to achieve a swift and decisive victory should deterrence fail.

I deeply touched when I saw my first aunt(Maternal). She is currently now in Hospitial. She hopes to see my brother get married. I pray that she will be. In eagerness and desperation, I pray that healing be upon her. I pray that God, You will be there for her. That is the measure of love she has for everyone of us.

R.E.S.T

Signed Off @10:28 AM